Never coming home...Never coming home

Sun, 22 Apr 2007 17:20:31 GMT

So its been soooooo long now since i've posted here its been almost a month LOL
Many things happen bad and good things i might say almost of the things were great
to start it all i went to wembley again and saw My Chemical romance twice
on 29th:
So i arrived to london at 11:30 am went to Victoria and then arrived there at 3pm,then i went to wembley and arrived there at almost 4pm,then me and my mum went to the hotel to do the check in and rest a little,then we went to the arena and met Andi,there were huge lines already,Andi was on front though i was seated on S3,witch i had an amazing view.We stained a little talking with Andi then we went to the line to go inside we stained there about 30min to go inside because it was the time to open so everybody waas there LOL and it was seated LOL
so after about 40min we were already seated i was on the left side (frank's side) and i was like whoa cant really w8 to see them.
At 19:30 Thursday came on stage for about 40min,those 40min looked like forever it killed me i hated it so much,then they got off FINALLY LOL.
after almost an hour the lights turned off and of course everybody went mental because in secounds we could hear the riff of the end "NOW COME ON COME ALL TO THIS TRAGIC AFFAIR" i was totally WHOA
they came as the black parade sang all the parade songs and made a little break and put the blood song while they were changing
then they came out as my chemical romance and sang a few songs of sweet revenge
im not okay
the ghost of you
prison
cemetery drive
give 'em hell kid
deathwish
helena
not sure if they sang more i dont remember LOL

After the show we met Andi again to give her bag back,then we said goodbye and me and my mum went to the hotel to rest
30th:
At 5am i woke up had a bath dressed and went to the arena there was anyone there and i thought i was the 1st,well i was the number 23 lol,this security guy came to me and asked for my ticket and i said i had to collect it on box office so said come with me and he took me to the box office and i showed the prof that i bought the tickets and he gave me this gold wirstband:

so i could go back to the hotel and sleep LOL so i went to the hotel and slept almost all day,but at 9am i went to the arena and looked for like an hour for Linda,she was supposed to go with me to the gig but i didnt find her,i felt bad because she waas so exited about it :/,so i went to the hotel again and felt asleep AGAIN LOL and then at 4:30 pm i went to the arena and got my ticket,that they replaced by an yellow wristband
so i was so shocked when i was inside and i realise i was FRONT ROW =| frank's side again LOL but this time at front whoa seriously WHOA lol
so when mcr came on stage i could see their faces right LOL and in the middle of the show gerard came on stage and i touched on his belly LOL weird place i know xD
the show was the same as the day before
appart from frank felt sick so he had to live in the middle of the gig :/ oh and i saw brian (their manager)he's so small and cute Eehhehe
after the gig i met Andi again LOL and we waited for mcr 2 hours but they didnt come outside :/ so 2 hours for nothing LOL i was freezing,so we said goodbye to Andi and went to the hotel to sleep,tomorrow was westlife day...

I dont have gig pics because i wasnt allow to take pics :/

So finally the Westlife day (31th)
me and my mother went to the arena at 12pm we had to leave the ibis hotel to go the another € wembley so we waited almost 2 hours there freeziiiiiiing and then got to the hotel and after the check in and some rest we went to greggs yummi and eat those lovely sandwiches Ehehehe,then we rest the rest of the noon and then we went to the arena yuppi LOL
i bought the tour book and a mark pic <3 1 hour on the line to get it LOL
i saw MIKA WEEEEE LOOL (on the screen of course) then the support acts came on,3 support acts kinda bored but well better than thursday LOL,then we waited almost an hours for westlife,we had grease karaoke and then they filmed the ppl and me and my mum were filmed LOOOL cuteeeeee ehehehe
then finally westlife came on stage at 21:00 they came from up and my mum didnt see them LOOL it was funny,i can honestly say i never thought i would like westlife gig like i did seriously they were great better than six years ago LOL!
i really had a amazing time i loved every single moment of it i wish i could go back sometimes to that amazing 4 days i have (=

^^for andré xD <3

^^This one i took on 30th at 5:30am LOL

So this is it LOL biiiig text xD
Btw i love this boy next to me

<3

Sweets thing <3

Sun, 25 Mar 2007 02:49:32 GMT

Isnt this sweet?(=
<3

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<<3
4 more days wow my last sunday before i go and watch mcr =D <3
Im listen our song <3 XD
xxx

almost...

Sat, 17 Mar 2007 02:30:02 GMT

12
fucking
days
to go
MCR ARE COMING TO PORTUGAL
24TH OF JUNE
THANKS SANDRA FOR THAT LOVELY CALL LOL (e eu taba la a segurar belinha salbast me krll)
5 new pics

LMAO no comments xD

me and my mum <3

yeah thats all xD BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
12 DAYS FUCK YEAH!1

I dont love you

Thu, 08 Mar 2007 07:40:04 GMT

I SAW THE NEW MCR VIDEOOOOOOOOOO WHOOOOOOOP IM SOOOOOOO HAAPPY!1!#"$#$%$&%/&
its sooooo cool and bob oh bob <3 he looks AMAZING

a few animations

^^ i want her eyes ahahhaha

And of course...
THE VIDEO

AMAZING
21 days to go
cant w8
exited already IM GONNA SEE MCR *dies*
BOB ALMOST AHHAHA
<3
xxxxx

Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

Wed, 28 Feb 2007 06:39:26 GMT

ONE
MONTH
TO
GO
YEAH MAN!1

Time goes sooooooooo fast (=
Its been 5 months since i've been there now its almost a month to go again cant w8 (=

Carnaval Yeah

Tue, 20 Feb 2007 22:37:33 GMT

Wooooo!
Another photo shoot but this one is especial because its CARNIVAL EMO LOLOLOL =P
We got mcr tix to Paris yaaaaay
EAT THIS WE'RE GOING TO SEE MCR IN PARIS YEAAAAAAAH!
There's a rumour that mcr will come here in june but the days are the same as download festival but in that they will only play 3/4 songs so in the night they might come here for the festival ZOMFGZ!1 I hope
4 times mcr in the same year its like whoa!!!
So lets end the stupid talking x)

EAT THIS YEAH!=P

YEAH MAN!1

Sat, 17 Feb 2007 01:48:49 GMT

FUCK YEAAAAAH
new photoshoot
new pics
Enjoy!1

Cya in hell MATE!

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 05:11:55 GMT

So I finally got my photo shoot done yaaaay
I've got my hair black 2day how cool is that?=P I'm the Emo Queen LOOOOL =P
OMFG MIKA'S ON MTV BRB!1
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BACK!
WHAT A MAN
WHAT A MAN!
So im here talking with Diana...MEH =P naaaaah she's very cool pitty she lives so far :/ ah well that's life *crys*
I finally got courage to visit my grandmother...We started to cry...I've visited her 2day as well
God how i wanted to cry, i cried a lot in home,im getting so fucking depressed now a days ah well nothing i can do will stop me from crying,i miss her a lot she's getting better but i need her here to guarantee she's really okay,but its better if she stays in the hospital till she gets better,so all i have to do is wait...
im going to another date of mcr tour 19/06 paris...yaaaaay im happy about it,after all im going to paris lol,have to buy the tickets on 20th its almost Eheheh!
so i have nothing to say
told everything =P
don't mess with me nice poster lololol nice tshirt again the tshirt mwahahaha emo pose u wish this cd =P PEEN?! no thanks it feels great again the album of ur dreams =P THE TICKET OF UR DREAMS Thinking about...who knows =P AGAIN MWHAHAHA me and my son JOEYZINHU!! ME AND FRANK ^^ AAAAAAAWWWWWWW BOB'S SO CUTE *drolls* u wish this dvd =P and this cd and this and this single and this NEVER COMING HOME NEVER COMING HOME lalala ^^ *drolls* OMFG manw *bows* and to close
THE END!1

It's just a sad song...with nothing to say...

Sat, 10 Feb 2007 07:15:32 GMT

Here I am seated without nothing better to do!I'm annoying,sad,enthusiastic
everything at the same time!
The new year hardly begun and I hate it already...
It feels like everything is wrong...
I should feel happy though...I'm going to see My Chemical Romance and Westlife next month...But I don't feel very happy about it atm...loads of bad things are happening to me...
First I lost my cat
Then other Cat was disappeared
Now my grandmother is in the hospital
And lately I'm having loads of crises,witch is a bad thing...I hate feel like this,feel like the world is against me,feel like I want to die.
My mum want me to go with her visit my grandmother at the hospital...but I don't feel like I can,I remember last time she was at the hospital,I went totally depressed,didn't eat,hardly sleep,cried all day...She'll understand...but other thing is on my mind...My grandfather died 7 years ago,and I never went to the hospital to see him,I just could never forgive myself for that...I miss him,he was the Father I never had and never will...But lost my grandmother is even worst than everything don't know if I can bare that...
My Chemical Romance gigs are the only things that keeps me happy...but when its over what will happened?
Can't find a job,can't help my family as I want,I just do sh!t all the time
But they say...you learn with your mistakes and this one I'll not make again...I promise
Btw I'm new here lol